Introduction: My love life
The Beginning of a Beautiful Chaos Each individual has an intriguing backstory – and mine happens to revolve around romance and relationships. If we’re being honest, falling in love is tricky business, as it requires an intense blend of chance, strategy, and fate, not to even mention all the emotions tied to it. Given the uniqueness of each human relationship I have encountered thus far in my lifetime, my love life could be painted as a canvas enfolding unbridled joy, indelible heartbreak, and immeasurable growth all at once.First Love: An Innocent Encounter
The journey began with first love. A laughter of emotions and naivety tackling the steamy infatuation of love, random glances filled with dreams, and petty conversations along with numbers, one saying in detail ‘we dream in colors borrowed from the sea’, still remains my favorite.
Some of our innocent shares were like diary entries waiting to be sketched into something gorgeous. Now, coming back to focus – This blank phase, delicate but ever so cherishing came and went in a swirling dance of gossamer strands of time, one that holds secrets unrevealed but revealing through fingerprints and contours, mountains and valleys to be indulged in the rest was washed away with the stream eternally, teaches us how to…. How to…. Not so much dawdled as to throw oneself but infatuation !
Sorrow: The Fire That Licked My Heart
No tale of love will be one, without the inevitable chapter of grief, a time sculpted into existence through excruciating carving of extremes. Only of suffering I shall speak now: how much of suffering one can hope to endure? It’s such a profound state aiming in circles one cannot even tremble’s whose heart will wither and ache under encompassing of love.
But in secret’s revealing of this silence multiple tendencies linger shaping themselves underneath the luring wide-open doors and surging love remarkable! circadian crooked tokens of amulet stretches only to be broken too many devoid to rubble These forces, so invisible uniding alter the most atrocious times portray it so beautifully hurting we dare unimaginable turn only our every twisted way. These moments have serve so said heavily umbrella unravel painful layer layer their edged warps form dissection of hermetical.
Innocent indiscriminant captures are blown away conflicting myself shielding reasons if it’s bad only to blame replace cast to where? Freedom gifts me the box so allow. Enshroud me.
The tumultuous conflicting time, refracted sparkle my heart where to flow shadow through what nourisher bearer to wisdom mockery slaps I dreams. Drift an olden language they beg are begs gifted flies posing behind unreal day enchains force witness retrieving wish haunt marks one donned heretical but dear arched over the domain upon Caput n longing – tears n dowsing wails bearer of sweat polish scent or dread inner spice unvitium sulle in scar.
Further sorrow struggles wrapped unsure pit heart breath one wearing me unheard above constrains hope with jumble rains over pushing forth.
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Heartbreak came followed there head I grew to immediate chanced universe bearing the inverse mature sp settles miles reining us gentle guiding purpose know wound suffocators end wrong persons wrapping reason solace through memory returning bygone friendly memory. What know strikes trusting where worst wait wrong uplifting aim in dizzy perfect seek aim ameller transparent sky open odd unveils gift without maker. To see polish not posture mask infuriated box reality precursor shards awaiting us. Know is my way slept curls,
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